SINFUL-me

2007-02-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

wooo.
new year is just around da corner.hehes.
so happy.
gortt loads obb hao bao toohh takk liaoo.lols
hmm.
denn nxt wedz den start skool.
siann.
arghh.
my poor piglet.
now MIA.
haaas.
nahh.it is wibb terence,,,
he gonna BATH my piggy.
all thankks to DWIGHT.hahaaas.
he dirtied it mahh=pp
he kicked.he smashed.he throw. as long as it so called TORTURED it
he happy liaoo
RYYTE???
hahahaas.
boredd.
tomolo dunno going where eat reunion dinner lehhs.
so siann dder.
den maybe me,jiamin,sijia,shiting,nigel,carline etc going terence hse.
invite us go.
hahaaas
happy happy.
well.
nuthing much also lehhs.
cyaa=)

2007-02-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

hee.went toohh kbox last sat.wibb rene.zy.sr.lawrence andd his stead
quite funn dder.
haaas.
euu noe wadd's dda funniest thing?
i was actually singing jay dder jie kou.
denn dat toopidd sr horhhs.
kipp on off dda music andd stuff
budd i just sing.hack care
while singing.
i suddenly cried.
imagine larhhs.sing halfway denn cry.
dunno whyys
think obb him againn.
cos one obb dda phrase horhhs.
is lukye wadd exactly i'm thinking,,,
i felt lukye a bloody fool lorhhs.
crying over him
wtf.
budd after crying.
i felt much more bettaa cann.
denn dun care liaoo.
i was about to smoke siaa.
cos see dem smoke,,
very tempting.
budd didnt,=))
budd smoke lerhh horhhs.will feel betaaa.
dunno larhhs.
after dat day.
cann say dat i didnt tinkk obb him lerhh.
cos i got other PL peii mie mahh.
without him i wont die dder
listen here.
WITHOUT EUU I WILL STILL BE HAPPY!!
budd i just hates euu sumhow.i just feel HATRED.

2007-02-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

RAAHH.kkayys.
this is wadd euu wann. i give it to euu.
euu chose not to takk initiative toohh sms me.
euu chose not to reply most obb my messages.
andd euu chose nt toohh karre bout me.
denn fine.
i wont karre for euu.
i wont sms euu
neither will i call euu,,,
i cann get so pissedd wenn i view uur profile.
things changedd cann.
euu no longer care for me like before.
i dunno if i think too muchh or wadd.
budd dats how i felt.believe it or not. uur choice.
i cann no longer feel dda love too.
andd euu noe wadd?
i'm GIVING UP..
go add waddevaa gals euu wann.
go findd another gal for urself.
since i dunn suits euu all along.
hartpainn?
obb cos i will.
budd i dunn habb a choice.
i am tiredd.
really tiredd
euu wanna noe whyy am i so cold towards euu?
not telling euu wadd's happening?
i shall tell euu here.
i choose toohh ignore everything.
bud it's getting out obb hands.
i thought euu would lorve me like wadd euu said last tyme.
LIES.
i tak it.
enough.ENOUGH.
i gonna start a new beginning.
andd from now onwards.
dunn bother bout me.
LEAVE ME ALONE

2007-02-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

woots.bakk toohh blog againn.
RAAHH~
so siann siaa.
nowadays go skool lukye siann siann dder
lukye wadd my fwenn had saidLOVE FAILURE arhh euu?
laame arhh? hee.i do looks like as if i am worhh.=pp
wanna searchh forr a new beginning.budd dunn seemed to workk lehhs
missing him so muchh.budd. he lukye dunn care.
though he noes dat i tokk to him like nno moodd.
not exactly nno mood.
its lukye.feel like hearing his voice.
called him. budd nuthing toohh tokk bout(no topic)
or perhaps.too tiredd lerhh.
denn no life lorhhs.
unlike last time.
so pro active.cherful. always full obb laughter.
budd eversince i studied in ite.
everything has changed.
misses my fwenns andd all.
i felt so uneasy without them.
really dunno eadd toohh do.
so vexed.so fann.
i dunno if i shld carry on liking him like last tyme
or shld i just give up andd let us both habb a new beginning?
budd. i just cant let go.

2007-01-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

woohoo.
shall faster blog before i sleep.
hees.
siann.tomolo going skool againn.
haaas.nvaa go skool on friday.due to my serious DIARRHOEA.
*faint* worhh.
denn tomolo got PE siaa.RAAHH~~
having2.4km.mummy arhh='((
denn tomolo gortt extraa klass at 8.siann
actually cann go skool at 10 ddr.
budd got extraa klass.
siann1/2
RAAHH.
shall sleep early.
who's my VALENTINE??

2007-01-24T15:57:00.000+08:00

hees.bakk toohh blog again=xx
so far.skool iishh still alryytes lorhhs.nortt badd actually.
meet a grp obb fwenns.
shall say. all MULTI RACIAL!!!
gortt malays.chinese.andd tamils??=))
funn thoughh=)
its lukye.my first tyme having a multi racial grp cann??
hees.denn.everyday after skool.
we always ggo slackk.nortt really always.go relax
we went toohh east point eat.denn ggo pasir ris park enjoy dda WIND =.=
thishh grp.all very funny.
although all from different races.
budd!! we cann communicate well=pp
hee.
hmm.still misses all my fwenns worhhs.
lalalaaa,,,
denn we ggo east point.
takk LOADS obb lame photos.
budd turned out toohh be pleasant
hahahahas,, nidd toohh admit.
shall say. all obb us are PHOTOGENIC!! bleahhs

2007-01-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

bakk toohh blog againn.
so long nvaa blog lerhh.
cos very busy nowadays=)
hm.
went toohh simei ite andd tookk a business course.
Due toohh my bad N lvls results.i cant get into sec5.
disappointing.gortt 11 points.
just.today.
quarrelled wibb my mom badly.
first tyme everr.i am actually so pissed off by her.
she has been supportive towards me.
budd nw.she said i SIAA SWAY HER.cos i go ite.
well, i find it very hurtful.
andd i dunn habb any idea why i mindd so much bout her saying me sum sort of useless?
watever it is.
this is also my first tyme crying so badly over this toopidd thing she said.
or perhaps.my results i am referring to?
yeaa. andd i am nortt gonna think so muchh bout it.
useless? be it.
i dunn wanna give herr a damnn.
misses all my fwenns in loyang.
dda memories we shared.andd all.
surprisingly.
i misses msKAVITA too!!
hehe.misses dda way she screamed at our klass.
misses dda way she usedd to be sarcastic.
andd misses dda way she saidd to me " by all means.GO ! "
wahahaha.
btw fwenns.
all dda best for ur O lvls this yr.
andd peg.
stop saying euu wanna go ite.no funn horhhs,
jasmine.euu can get to sec5! i believe euu cann.
rene.jiayouu arhh.dunn always slp in klass.
hehe.
there is nth muchh i cann say=))
budd. i misses EUU GUYS!!!!!

2006-12-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

siann.tomolo wrking againn.
cann ddie siaa.
hais.
dunno yys still hartbrokenn.
see his profile.harbrokenn.standard.
guys will nvaa understandds hw a gal feels lorhhs.
hais.tinkk i pms.
todayy dder moodd nortt dat gudd.haaas.
nvm. go chiongg maple.
hees.
yy am i always so troubledd becos obb guyys????
tell me.

2006-12-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

i just misses his everything .

2006-12-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

hais.
sickk andd tiredd.
was vwally pissedd wibb sumthing.
denn saw his sms wenn i was heading home.
he saidd he is kinddaa tired obb holding on toohh this relationshipp.
wenn i saw it. i shagg cann?
i controlledd my tearrs all dda way backk home.
to dda toilet.
denn burst into tears.
it is evenn worse wenn he mentionedd ddaa breakup,,,
maybe he has other gals in mindd?
hais.probably.
my fault too.no tyme pei him mahh.
denn chattedd wibb ade on fonne.( calmly)
denn he smsed,,, i cry more jialat.
gortt cry around 45 mins or 55 mins.
in dda toilet cry forr 30 minutes.
it is really hardd forr me to get over sum1.
1 tyme is enuff lerhh.now habb 2nd tyme.wtf.
he askedd me to get a better guy.( guys always say dat)
euu tinkk its so easy to let euu go arhh???
i nid tyme lorhhs.
andd i dunn tinkk i wanna findd another guy lerhh.
tiredd of loving.tiredd of getting hurt.andd tiredd of crying.
of cos i will find another guy.
budd. it may be nxt yr.
or perhaps.it takes me half a yr to get over euu?
i dunno wadd to sayy anymore.
i dunn wishh to cry lerhh.budd its hardd to control.
wadevaa it is.
all dda best forr euu andd a gal who habb ample tyme to pei euu go out.

2006-11-30T13:36:00.000+08:00

siann.nuthingg to duhh today lehhs.
arghh.
maybe lataa go walk walk wibb jasmine.nortt suure yet.
haaas.
yay! tomolo goo workk lerhh.so dder happy worhh.
denn gortt pay lerhh.wahahaha.
budd damnn siann cann?
tomolo workk.sat workk.sunn workk.monn workk.
weds workk.thurs workk.denn friday workk againn.
summore so dder far.siann1/2
lalaaa.
zhuzhu.zhuzhu.zhuzhu.
whyys euu noe so mani gerrs dder worhh?
humphh.
i wann toohh nnoe more boii boii lerhh.bleahhs.
laame ahhh.
ROARR*
wanna rainn liaoo,,, moore siann.
woooots '''

2006-11-28T09:58:00.000+08:00

so boredd cann?
wooots.
i'll be working at perlini silver lerhh.
tampines mall de outlet.
this coming friday!
wahahaas...
vwally pa pa lehhs.
keke.
hais.
now ryyte..
i tinkk me andd him lukye drifted apart lerhh.
dunno yys gortt tis kinda feeling lehhs.
its lukye.
we aint datt close lukye before??
dunno how toohh sayy lorhhs.
saddening.
its lukye as if he is doing his ownn stuffs denn i am doing my ownn stuffs.
budd i do love himm......
dunno larhhhs.
so mnai problems.
kipp wanting to tell him bout tis.
budd.dunno how to sayy.
so i blog lorhhs.
cos he will readd de mahh(:

2006-11-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

boredd larhhs.
cant seems toohh fall asleep lehhs.
denn went toohh play maple forr a while.
budd nortt rwally very familiar wibb dda game.
cos first tyme playing mahh.haaas.
datt zy habenn really teachh me how toohh play. onli teachh me a bit.
woots.
denn my characterr lukye siann siann de.see lerhh also siann.
hahahas.
yesterdayy was lukye so tunn lann over HER cann?
arghh.
shall nortt tokk bout her,,,
spoil my moodd forr 2DAYS lerhh cann.tmd.kns....
first tyme so tunlann over a gal lorhhs.
first tyme.
i've nvaa beenn so xiao qi before lorhhs.
she winn larhhs.ahhhhh.
dunn care her.
keke.
cant sleep lehhs...
having sleepless nights nowadays.
siann

2006-11-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

damnn tun lann.
also dunno yys i tun lann.
justtSEE lerhh denn very TUNLANN.
waahh. i LOVE EUU LEHHS.
tmd...i noe i shouldnt be jealous.
i noe she is just a fwenn obb his.
budd i just cant take it x(
so wadd i am used toohh it?
maybe becos dda fear is dere.dda JEALOUSLY is dere.
TA MA DE LARHHS.knn.i rwally nids toohh take a chill pill mann.
waddevaa larhhs. dunno yys i lukye dat also.
maybe my temper isnt ddat gudd today,,,

2006-11-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

sadden..
my great grandaunt passed away lorhhs.
denn still must go funeral*whew*
boredd.
yay....
goingSIXTEENlerhh.budd still dunno how to celebrate,..
siann1/2
BOREDD.
tiann go indonesiaa lerhh.most obb my fwenns going overseas tis month.
hais.
all ps me worhh.nortt fair siaa.
*wooot*
tinkk i'll be broke forr tis week.
tomolo maybe funeral.
tues going out to celebrate my birthday.
weds going out to celebrate my birthday againn,,,
rwally broke lorhhs.
buddenn,,NVMworth it..
i shall spendd ALL my money on things i wanna BUY.keke.
i wanna buy
.dat mini nike bag
.a small handy sling
.punk's wear
.earrings
.clothes
andd etc....too many to list out.wahaahaaa....
i am image consious.i noe.wheeeeee........

2006-11-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

a few more days toohh my burfdayy lerhh.
hm. left wibb 5 days bahhs?tinkk so..
celebrating my birthday wibb my fwenns on dda 21st.
andd i doubt jasmine will go.sadd.
tiann lehhs.she's going indonesiaa.
haaas.nvm.
at least i am quite fortunate lerhh.
cos still gortt rene deyy all^.^
actually .already expectedd de larhhs.
hahaha.
hmm.deyy r planning to go k box on dda 21st =.=
obviously its serene's suggestionn.
guess who will sing?
of cos, it will be her andd shenrui.LOL
our klass best two SINGERS.
after datt maybe goinn marina bay to eat steamboat.
deyy sayy derhh.
hahaas.budd onli dda six obb us?
zy.sr.clarence.rene.me andd peg?
budd clarence will be joining us after 5 bahhs.
hopefully, there's more pl joining us lorhhs.
more pl.more merrier mahh.keke.
denn i'll beSIXTEENon dda 22nd !
wheee.wo lao lerhh.haaas.
hais.
budd seriously, i really missed last yr's birthday...

2006-11-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

today so kumm swayy cann?
i almost tripedd.denn my shoe just so calleddFLYcann?
so ps lorhhs.
denn dere's ddaa two particular smokers at our age saw my shoe
landed just in front of demm=.=
deyy was lukye. so called wtf??
i ps until siao lorhhs. i meann its lukye
i blushedd cann???
deyy still at there smile smile siaa.
gudd thing.
zy take initiative to end this embarassment.
he walked andd pickedd up my shoe!
hahahaas.
andd dere's this ah pekk here ryyte.
kipp kpkb. andd i was lukye. nortt his prob lorhhs.
he kept sayng " uur shoe lehhs.euu dunn wanna pick up arhh?"
he spoke in hokkienn.
summore he is nortt a cleaner.budd just a passerby.
hahahas.
ddaa most sway one is.
i kept seeing dda two guys
denn deyy kipp smile smile lorhhs.
waahh.i noe face lerhh siaa.
so siaa sway.omg.
wanna faint.
andd guess wadd.
think kavitaa wanna kp us lerhh.
cos we nvaa go forr graduationn day!!
zai horhhs?
hehehe

2006-11-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

i'm backk againn.keke.
kept raining nowadays siaa.so coldd worhh.
denn cannot go out. cos raining.denn lazy lorhhs.
stayedd at home denn watched goong.i am so into it cann?
gorttHANDSOMES dats y i watchh,if nortt euu tinkk i so fwee mehhs?=p
denn my mum was lukye asking. yy r euu so obsessed toohh it?hahahaas.
so boredd.misses himm. hais.
dunno tomolo wanna go graduationn day nortt lehhs.
lukye vwally siann,
summore lukye no pl wanna go there also.
do nuthing wad. who wanna go siaa?
9 more days to0hh my birthday!hurhurr.
shockingly, he still remembers my birthday.
igandongsiaa.hehe.
cos i still thought he forgets lerhh worhh.hahaas.
nvm. gotta stop blogging lerhh.
i wanna watch my GOONG lerhh. hehe =xx

2006-11-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

wheee.
finally wo de com hao lerhh worhh.
so derhh happy=))
keke.
10 more days to myBIRTHDAY!SO HAPPY.
gonna beSIXTEENsoon. hurhurr.
siann larhhs.
tues must go backk skool forr graduationn day.
denn take report book.
dye hair still cannot go in. kns.
maybe not goinn. 4 to 6 niaa.
hahaaas.
wheeeeeee.my birthday is comingg.wahahahaa........
after datt cann workk lerhh.CHEERRS.
hais.
buddenn my birthday.
no longer ddaa six of us celebrate lerhh.
saddening.
nvm=))
hehehee.

2006-10-30T15:07:00.000+08:00

stayedd at home forr today.siann cann?
hais.on wedz still habb to go bakk to skool.more siann.
hahaas.hw am i gonna celebrate my birthday??
rwally dunno. lukye vwally meaningless lerhh.
toldd ya.my birthdayy will be so damnn borinn this year.
maybe nxt yr's will be evenn worse lorhhs.hardd to sayy.
hahaas.nth seemed to go smoothly this yr.arghh.bwg lorhhs.
always so swayy. myLIFE mahh.cannot be blame.
just misses him alot.budd. bo piann.my life still habb to carry on.sadd case.he toldd me he will still stay by my side.andd i cann always feel fwee to call him if i feel lukye toking.
a bit hartt aching.hais.budd at least. he will be dere forr me if i nidds himm. =)

2006-10-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

everything just ended.
andd this tyme roundd its forr real.
yeaa.of cos.
i did criedd.i dunno yy am i crying lukye hell.
dda moment i saw his smses. i just criedd.
was toking wibb zy on fone. denn saw his sms. criedd.
zy askedd: ehhs. euu siao arhh?? cry forr wadd?? dunn cry lehhs.
me: ... give me a moment
andd i just criedd all my hearts and painn out.whichh i dunn evenn feel a percent better. i just felt worse.
i dunno yy.i noe datt i habb this kindda pathetic ending.
budd i just fcukk care.
perhaps i dunn wanna be realistic.
hais.
dunn wanna tokk more lerhh.

2006-10-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

today damnn siann cann?
hmm. went to my aunt hse. at bukit merahh.
denn go makann.
denn went to ddaa NTUC wibb my parents.
hahaas.ddaa NTUC dere was kindda big??spacious bahhs.
hurhurr.denn i bought CHOCOLATES!! ( xunhong is gonna scoldd me forr this )hehe.
i wannaa workk lehhs. datt toopidd zy still habenn call me.
think he is still working bahhs.
i nidd money URGENTLY.
skally cannot work. denn siann1/2 lerhh lorhhs
hopefully wont bahhs.
hm.
thinkk goinn backk to skool either nxt tues or weds.
ms heng wanna meet us forr ddaa watevaa class gathering?
kinddaa miss my skool now.arghh..wheee.my birthdayy is coming!
budd dunno hw to celebrate lehhs.
tinkk my birthday will be boring comparedd to last yr's.

2006-10-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.
i am all cheer up!hehehe.
because xunhong calledd me. andd all thankks to tiann. forr cheering me upp too worhh =))
hurhurr.
guess he is still out nw bahhs.hais.siann.
whee.gudd news worhh!
zy askked me if i wanna workk in ssc.( at kallang)
cos. sr, KA , andd him workinn dere mahh.denn ddaa pay also nortt badd.
1hr cann get $7 worhh.budd if workinn. i also workk afternoon shift derhh.
from 12 to 5.
cos full tyme till very late.denn a bit " kiaa kiaa "
hehehe.hopefully cann workk dere.
zy sayy will help me askk. cos i till nw still currently 15.
nvm. nxt month jiuu 16 lerhh.hahahaas.
whee. one hr $7.
denn workk one week cann get at least 800 lukye datt lorhhs??
wahahahaas......
tinkk so muchh.
skally lataa cannot workk. denn LOL .

to xunhong, hehe. me will cherishh euu derhh. =))

2006-10-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

finally.
xunhongcalleddme.

happy.happy.happy.

2006-10-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

days went by.
i'm still lifeless lukye yesterday andd ddaa day before.
hais.
feel lukye going to ddaa beachh.budd all my fwenns nortt free.
summ wanna prepare forr Os.
others working.HAIS.
i'm missing euu. budd euu aint by my side.
budd lately it seems dat tiss is between us. ddaa problemm is growing too wide.
i am so afraidd datt euu sayy its over.
budd if ur heart is not in for real. pls dunn try to take wadd euu dunn feel.
i wont askk euu to stay. i rather walk aaway if ur heart is not in it.
hais.
guess this tyme roundd. i am really hurtedd.
fwenn askedd : yy todae so no moodd?
me repliedd : no life.no moodd. DEAD.
maybe i just cant make euu change ur mindd.
forget bout it.
lets see wadd shall happenn after ddaa cool downn.
hopefully.i will get backk my LIFE tomolo bahhs.

2006-10-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

guess wadd. i cant sleep.
i kept thinking of ddaa conversationn betweenn me andd him yesterday.
dunno whyy also. totally lifeless ddaa whole day.
although i didnt show any ATTITUDE to anyone.
budd i seemed like as though i am DEAD or smth.
haiis.
it is really a cool downn.
he didnt sms me ddaa whole dayy.
nortt evenn a call.
i am nortt USED TO IT!!!!
budd wadd to do? hais.
i thought he will call me or at least give me a sms.
budd he didn't. yeaa. kindaa disappointing.
budd forr wadd?
a cool downn meanns a cool downn.
wadd i expect?
all i noe is. this isnt a TYPICAL quarrel.it isnt.
arghh.
i cant take it anymore. i just misses himm so muchh.
guess i am not gonna blink forr ddaa whole nyyte.
hais ='(
no one noes hw i feel. no one.

2006-10-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

mann.i dunchh know wadd on earth i'm doing.
seriously, i dunn.
i m just a damnn fcukkerr who just hurts others andd dunno how he feels.
after ddaa quarrel wibb himm. ii felt heartache.i meann.
yeaa. i didnt habb this kindda painn before.
i just burst into tearrs lukye a bloody fool.
i dunno if its a stupidity act or wadd.i cant control my emotionns.
serve me ryyte yeaa?
perhapps i didnt cherishh himm well.
i treat everything forr grantedd.
loserr?ya. i am one.
i habb no idea if its really gonna endd soonn.
budd i do nortt wann this to happenn.
he saidd we gonna cool downn forr a few days.
maybe he ishh ryyte.
we aint getting any further if we both are still in ddaa midst of ddaa quarrel.
i felt so painn. so hurt.hopefully.things might turnn out to be better.
i am a failure in everything.

2006-10-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

siann.
yeaa.went to0hh celebrate ade's bd todayy.
just onli me her andd zhanhong.haas.
we habb lortsaa funn todayy.
budd. she is kinddaa sadd now. becos of summTHINGS.
hais.sadd.
backk to0hh ddaa topic.
we went to harbourfront. denn to vivo city. denn to sentosa. denn to ps.andd denn to cityhall. lastly we went to ddaa esplanade.
kinndda tiring. buddFUNN, so. its worth it afterall.
hais.
i guess i made xunhong lao gong angry lerhh.
becos i cant go out wibb himm tomolo.
i felt so badd cann?
budd laogong. me PROMISE euu to go out on tues.
this is nortt a empty promise.
dunn angyy lerhh hao mahh??
its lukye. we chattedd andd yes. onli a few sentences. andd silence.......
sadd.
i felt really badd seriously.
i'm just sorry.
really sorry.

2006-10-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

hurhurr.
went to vivo city todayy worhh.
ddaa scenery shoooo damnn niice worhhh.
alot ofCOUPLES hang out dere. ( so romantic)
denn ddaa kidds. playedd wibb ddaa water. ( so kuute cann??)
hahahaas.
dere rwally vwally derhh romantic lorhhs. omg.hahaas.
nvm.i'll be goinn dere on MONDAY too!!! kekeke.
YAYY!. celebrating ade's burrfday tomolo lerhh.
dunno where to0hh go lehhs.budd it will suure be funn derhh worhh.
i so derhh miss XUNHONG cann? hehe=pp
noww denn i noe. i just cant live without himm. really. not lying.
i miss ddaa SCENERY DERE!!!!!!!!
i miss every single thing datt caught my eye. =))

2006-10-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

hais.damnn fed up wibb my dad.
he is always like this. standard one.
wennever he is stress or sumthing. he will always vend his ATROCIOUSanger on me.
whichh i findd it damnn fcukkinn annoying wenn i hear him shouting like nobody's business.
he kept repeating ddaa same old sentence " euu are always spending my $$ at hm. like usingg ddaa com. chatting on fone. watching tv andd etc"
i was like FCUKK EUU!!if one day i really gets to0hh work in ddat particular MINITOONS,
do euu tinkk i will lay a finger on his BLOODY.DISGUSTING.money?
haiz.perhaps i'll say this becos i'm angry or smth. budd who cares.
datts wadd i tinkk. andd i dunn give him a damnn.
now xunhong is soundly asleep.
he toldd me to wait forr him until he call.
andd i did.
budd not even a call he rings me.
nvm.he must be so deadd tiredd cann?
mann. i'm so hot tempered todae worhh.
dunno whether still gortt celebrate ade's bd nortt lehhs.
confused arhhhhh.

i just hate this fcukinn familt with SUPERCILIOUS parents.

2006-10-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

taa-daaa
celebrating ade's burfdayy on this sundayy.
kindda lookinn forward=)
hurhurr.
yay!! mondayy goinn out wibb XUNHONG LAOGONG!!
keke.
waahh. he so popularr among gals derhh worhh.
nvm. i'll be usedd to it in no tyyme =)
hahaas.
finally zy gortt ddaa mini toonns applicationn formm forr me.
hahaas.
dunno whether cann workk nortt lehhs.
if workk also at TM mini toonns.whee.
hahaas.
hopefully cann workk bahhs.lalala.
i wanna go WWW!! so long nevaa go lerhh.

gonna stop here. =))

2006-10-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

whee.
gortt job lerhh.
from ice lemonn tee andd mini toonns.
budd ice lemonn tee derhh pay onli 4.50 lehhs. whereas mini toonns derhh is 6.00
hahaas!!
dunno wenn goinn forr interview=))
lukye datt. gortt pay. denn gortt money!
dunn nidd take allowance from myne papa.
if nodd he kpkb sayy i always take $$ fromm him.humphh.
whee.i must go earnn loadsaa $$$ denn cann buy mooreCLOTHES worhh.keke.
i wanna go VIVO city!!
alot of pl sayy dere vwally derhh romantic worhh.
kindda wonder if it is true bohh. =/

BOREDD

2006-10-19T13:11:00.000+08:00

boredd.
completely nuthinn to0hh do at home worhh.=(
i miss all myFWENNS.!!misses4a3 too siaa
hurhurr.
no money to shopp. ( $$$)
onli cann do window shopping.sadd case
hahaas.
YAY! mom is not at hm. PEACE at last worhh.
ohh. btw.
all thanks to tiann worhh. forr helpinn me to edit my taggs andd stuffs. =))

memories

2006-10-19T10:35:00.000+08:00

haiis.all of my fwennships are shattered lerhh worhh.
we no longer behaved like before. goinn out together. luff together.andd all.
everything just changed.hais.really very bwg lerhh. we now all gortt our ownn fwenns.
go out also go out wibb outside fwenns. =((
i just miss ddaa days all of us are together!!
man.man.man.
its nortt possible now bahh. sadd siia.
budd dere's nth i cann do also lorhhs.
SADarhh.

backk fromddaa CHALET

2006-10-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

wheee.
just came bakk from my chalet.haaas.
really habbLOADS of funn dere.(i'm gonna miss it!!)
wow. dere were bout more thann 30 pl we invited. alot yeaa?hahaas.
hmm. i miss XUNHONG so damnn muchhy.
all his fault larhhs. ddaa toopidd fone of his under repair.
denn i hardly contact him worhh =(
hahaas. andd i sent him several smses to his number. ( hope he cann manage to0hh see it)
hurr hurr.
taa-daaa. ade's burfday's on sunday* headache*
dunno wadd to0hh buy forr her worhh. kekeke
hahaas.
datts bout all forr today bahhs.
gonna do my stuffs lerhh =))